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This year’s Christmas was good but equal to every Christmas in the last 5 years or so because some years ago, the whole family would come over on Christmas eve and I love to see everybody together and getting along :) but from year to another… So this year was just me, my parents and m brother ^^ but it was great because I love Christmas and I noticed something…the way that I see Christmas is much different from the way that i saw Christmas last year and before…guess I’ve grown even more then I thought and I thought I’d grown a LOOOT ^^.

When i woke up, everyone was leaving: my mom and my brother went to work and my dad went…i don’t know but he went somewhere xD Soooo….i’m alone and to celebrate the holidays MY WAY (xDDD) the first thing I did after eating was getting a hardstyle festival DVD in the home theater and turn up the volume :DDD it’s legal until 9pm so… hahaha

I’m going to workout now. Later! :DD

Happy Holidays!*

Today is going to be full of studying and I need to do some programming homework, which is super dull. It’s gonna be harder since i slept at most for three hours. Not that i went to bed late, I couldn’t fall asleep… I simply couldn’t stop thinking about you.. :$ I guess that, no matter how much time passes by, you’re always going to be on my mind…<3 :$

And once again, Portugal’s crazy weather strikes again… Yesterday was sunny all day long, at least in my area, and today has been raining all day! I hope that tomorrow will be better, ‘cause I hate rain on school time…

You know what else strikes back once again? HERPES! xD -.-” damn.. I HATE IT! And the cream I’m using isn’t being very affective… I just hope I get rid of it FAST!

And once again, the demons from my past haunt me once again…although…

Sure…i regret a lot of things that i do or say, but i wouldn’t like it any other way, I’m glad I make LOTS of mistakes, because i learn with each and everyone of them! I want my life to have loads of mistakes and richful lessons!

I used to see mistakes as something really awful and frustrating, now…. i kind of smile and think how it could have been avoided :P Seeing things this way sure as lifted my mood! I’m not so.. sensitive to failure i guess hehe ^^

Yup! ^^ I’ve been ill for the last 4 days and it sucks even more because i had sooo much great stuff on my mind for my hardstyle song but… when i’m ill i get frustated and i lose my motivation really quickly… BUT I’m much better now :D I recently showed my demo to a couple of friends and they said it was great!! It felt sooo rewarding because I would feel really embarassed if it sucked xD I’m gonna send it to some other few friends to see what they think and let me know what kind of things I should improve ^^ Now that I’m better, I’m gonna get to work!! :D

That’s not why I’m happy… and I’m not really sure why haha i don’t know what it is but…what ever it is.. keep it coming ‘cause it’s great haha

For the last month and this one I’ve passed my free time watching moto vlogging videos and I’m completely hooked up! haha it’s not that I constantly watch them but when i start watching there’s no stopping hahaha

well…this evening I’m just feeling pissed off at myself and a bit depressed…and i have a couple of guesses why. I’m trying to get through it but…sometimes it turns out much more difficult than we expect it to be… but tomorrow’s a new day, and I’ll probably wake up with a much more different attitude ;D at least I’ll try to be in a much better mood ^^

okay…time for some more moto vlogging hehe (it truely boosts up my spirit :P) and then..dreamland! ^^

c ya! ;P

yeeeah!!!  summer break is at the door and that means…lots of time to skateboard (and other stuff ofc ^^) ..and that’s awesome.. its just great to chill when your not just pulling tricks or flatlanding…just cruisin around with a buddy or whatever…

I could have talked about anything else..but…i felt like skateboarding right now so… yeeeaaah… xD